Day One was all about reflection on the past, all about identifying the influences in my life that shaped me into the person that I am today. I knew this would be a painful retrospection. There were events in my life, some of which started before I was even born, that had a profound impact on me. I also knew that I would revel in the memories of my life, that I would reflect on the good & the bad, that I would lose myself in these memories, that I would come through this experience with some heartbreak, some celebration, some joy, some sadness, and some surprises.
I sat outside, going deep inside myself. I grew up in rural Northern Maine. I felt a strong connection to the natural environment & beauty around me. I could breathe outside. I had space outside. I was at ease in this environment, I was safe in this environmnt. I was home in this environment.
I started writing & drawing pictures. I let the story of my life unfold. At times I sobbed, at times I laughed, at times I paused to take in the beauty around me. Most times, I had tears silently streaming down my face. What a tremendously cathartic experience. I was ready to draw my first influence map.
Little did I know that this day in 2012 would culminate in the book that you’re now holding. Each drawing holds a deeply personal story about my life & my influences, my successes & failures, my hopes & dreams. And, I’m now sharing them with you.
